Friday, February 11, 2011

The talk

I'm always talking about telling my parents about my path. At the end of last year I made a mental note to try and tell at least my mom about it. As I let the idea muddle around in my head, I tried to figure out how exactly I would tell her. Different situations played out in my head and none of them felt right. I recently just figured I would just drop hints here and there and if she were to ask, I could explain. Turns out she didn't really need me dropping hints. We were having dinner tonight at a restaurant, just the two of us. It started with me asking if the post delivers on Saturday. She said yes and asked if I was waiting for something again. I told her I was. She asked if it was more incense.(she had caught a whiff of several packages of herbs I had gotten before. I told her I was actually waiting on a stone I had re-ordered because the one I got was broken. With that she said what she's always saying to me. " I worry about you sometimes." "You have a bunch of witch stuff and lots of books on the subject and your always watching shows on the subject. What exactly are you doing?" I was somewhat shocked, but somehow it didn't feel like news to me to hear this. I assured her it nothing bad and she doesn't have to worry. I also made a point to say it's not devil worship. She seemed to be somewhat okay with it, but I feel like I need to explain myself a little more. I need to spend some time to put something together and make it easy for her to understand. So once again my intention was manifested and now I have to see it through. Goddess give me the strength to see this through and be able to lay this to rest.

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