I believe that I won't be able to love someone without first loving myself and I'm still working on figuring out who exactly I am. Granted, I don't mean to say I am not a stable human being. I am, but there are parts of me that I need to focus on and I see me as priority number 1. I am truly grateful to have found a spiritual path that helps me complete myself. Also, I don't feel ready to share all of me with another human being. There are things about me that no one and I mean no one knows about. My thoughts would literally blow your mind to pieces. This kind of ties in with my feeling of not truly being a part of the "human" world. (and no, I dont mean like I'm an alien). I mean I have a genuine connection with the world, just not so with the inhabitants. So I am a bit of a freak, but I accept that and I live my life. My thoughts are a bit scattered right now, but I just needed to get this out before it exploded.
If this entry seems a bit strange that's because the first part of it just became confidential "me information" not to be released to the public. Maybe in 2012 when the worlds gonna end...lol
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