Sundays have become somewhat of a sad time. Now that my grandpa has moved on, we spend Sunday at my grandpas house. My dad is having a hard time accepting his death. Even my cousins and I have a bit of trouble. I remember coming here on Saturday to drop off my sister to sleepover. When I arrived the only people left in the house were my aunt and grandma. As I walked in and said hi to them, I for some reason expected my grandpa to walk in from the other room and say hi. But of course, reality kicked in and I remembered he's gone. I still makes me a little sad when people talk about him but for the most part I deal with it pretty well.
Beltane is coming up. I wanted to do a dedication ritual for me earlier just before Ostara, but I decided that Beltane was a better option. Either that or maybe I will wait until my year and a day in June to do it. All I know is that when the time comes, I'll know.
This turned out to be a really short entry. I'll have more in the coming week....
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