Its been a while now since that's been on my mind. Usually it doesn't give much to thought, but when I stop and realize that at some point I'm going to have to share my self completely with another person. I mean I guess it's okay among others to hide some secrets that don't really matter, but when your talking about spending the rest of your life with someone. Secrets are bound to come out. Obviously some are more "big time" than others and I think my share of secrets fall in that category. One of my secrets was/still kind of is that I'm a Wiccan Witch. Now, I'm not dumb enough to go around and drop that bomb upon every potential relationship but, it always lingers in the back of my head that at some point someone lucky woman is gonna feel the explosion(and no, I'm not referring to a botched potion;that comes later...). Sometimes I just feel like I should just meet with other witches and see if I can't find a match. But at the same time I feel like it would hinder ones search for knowledge, not that I mean to say another witch would have no useful knowledge for me, but still. I think the other reason I don't is because I don't necessarily want my household to be strictly Wiccan. I want to children to explore and find their path on their own, but thats not to say I won't educate them about Wicca. I would hope that they would be interested in continuing the tradition and allow me to pass down my knowledge to them and so on. Boy I think I'm getting a bit a head of myself. I'm only 21 and I'm already stressing over my own family. I need to slow things down and just take things one step at a time and handle each situation as it arises.
On a side note, for those of you who don't know, I'm planning a little vacation to Hawaii next month. I found a great deal for a resort and the price is really great so I'm going to be taking sometime off and giving myself a break. I mean I've been working my ass off for four years straight and I deserve to take some personal vacation time. It also happens to fall around the Summer Solstice and my two year Wicca anniversary. I'm pumped for the trip and excited for the Summer solstice. Urgh I can hardly contain myself. Alright I'm done. I wanna eat.Such a fatass.....
